My doctor told me to make my self tension free. And stay away from shoking things. Good, now how can I get rid from my tensions. I am trying hard to make myself happy. Tried to contact with old friends. Who make me feel good without doing anything. But you know, time changed. Now they don’t have time for me I guess. But anyway, I am trying to solve all of my problem by myself, as much as I can. Rest, Allah knows.