Decision making

I won’t tell that I am very intelligent, but generally I don’t take time to take any decision. May be all are not correct but I took my decision and try to keep that. But now a day, don’t know what happen; maybe I am a bit tense on some issues in my life. I am facing problem to make decision. Lots of positive and negative questions and probabilities are running in my head. That makes me trouble to take decision. But I have to.

Love is blind

I believe it’s true. I have seen some people who lost to think. They just support those where their love supports, they became enemy of those people, whom they shouldn’t be but they just follow their lovers. Sometimes these people’s attitude became really irritating.

New design in technology

New technology brings some new design also. In earlier age, how pc was looking, now you can see how laptop’s look like. Or you can see your old pen drive’s design with new one in the shops. You will be surprise to see its increasing quality and design.

Communication skill or technical skill?

I am confused which one is really good for a company. I personally believe that technical skill is more important than the communication skill. But I have seen most of the company likes to have person who has better communication skill.

Do you understand, when anyone thinks about you?

I don’t know, how much correct I am. Sometimes I feel some strange feeling, which makes me a bit uneasy, and then I get a call. So from next when I feel the same strange feelings I understand may be that same person is thinking about me. And in most cases I found I was right.

Too high temperature

Now a day in Bangladesh temperature became too high. I can’t resist anymore. When go back home the only thing I can do is taking bath and laying on the bed just below the fan by keeping pending all of my work.

Chanachur

I don’t know, whether it has any English name or not. I have never seen this food outside of this Indian sub continent. Generally people like to take it spicy. But I can’t tolerate chili, I take non-spicy one. Recently start eating regularly with white vinegar. Hmm, it’s very tasty. Coz in office I don’t have other integrities like onion, tomato, cucumber, lemon etc.

Got strange disease

From few days I am feeling week and tasting everything bitter. From Day before yesterday get cold. Then I am feeling that I can’t adjust with the temperature at home. It’s too high. I am feeling that my whole body becomes boiled. I had to take bath several times a day to keep breath. From my eyes, nose, mouth, hands and legs hot vapor is coming out. I have checked my temperature, I don’t have fever. I can’t move very frequently. That makes me feel vomiting. Will see one day more, then will consult with my sis and brother-in-law. Both of them are doctor.

Love for money and service

I have got some peoples love for money and my service. If I don’t give any of these or give less than their expectation they stopped loving me. Does my heart really want this kind of love? May be not, living empty may be better than this. Or let them understand you will get my money and other things when I want to give it to you. You can’t have it by force or by acting.

Raging

I have heard in school, collage, how people do raging to the new student. I never liked it. Insulting can never be a good idea. And nobody feels good to be insulted. But people do like to insult other. Some people feels very good with that, they take it like some kind of credit. Hurting other people is never a good thing no matter in which name you called it, raging, fun or anything else.

Need to take food after short time

After having ulcer in stomach, I have started taken food in short time break. What happen now, no matter how much I eat, after one hour I feel to eat something again. Not much, but I had to take some food in short time interval, otherwise, I feel pain in my stomach. Don’t know whether it is mental or physical problem.

Attending invitation

I always try to join every invitation. Because I know, when I invite anyone and then they don’t attend I feel very sad. That’s why don’t want to dishearten other. But sometimes people invite you but actually they do it to keep social relation, in their mind they don’t want to see you in their party. But how will you understand? Is it only social behavior or really wants you to see? In a party if I feel that people are neglecting me that is really some odd situation. I never join any party or occasion without invitation, and after getting invited, I don’t want to be ignored. If I feel ignored that makes me feel, I should have understand that they actually didn’t want to me see in their party.

Too much crowd in 1st Boishakh

Yesterday was one of the big celebration days for Bangladesh. 1st day of Bangla New Year, Pohela Boishak. I went out from home at 3:50pm and reach at the restaurant at 7pm. You can’t imagine how traffic was on the road. I let go 3 buses coz they were too crowded. No way to get into them. Then I and my husband could get into the 4rth bus. In the mean time we had tried to get any cng auto rickshaw or taxi cab, but failed. None of them agree to go there. And in many area’s roads were blog. Well if government didn’t block those road, crowd themselves would block those road. Many people get down from the bus and start walking, coz that will be faster to reach the destination. I have seen thousands of people walking over the road and searching for any vehicle. We had to sit in the bus for 3 hours, where it could be 1 hour in regular traffic jam and half an hour with no traffic jam (wish to have). Not only had we, lots of people wasted their time on the road coz of this trouble. We should find out better solution to sort out this problem.

Over my head

When things go over my head, whatever I do is, just tries my best and then depends on Allah. May be He will make me success may be not. Whatever comes on my way, I will accept.

Bitter truth

Who wants listening bitter truth? I think if not needed we don’t need to inform about this kind of truth. For myself I always like listening truth, no matter how bitter it is, I must know the truth. And the most pleasure thing is when you listen well in truth.

Using solar power

Bangladesh is a country where we have lack of power supply. Especially in summer everyday several hours’ people can’t get any electricity supply. It is difficult to survive especially in the town without water and any cooler system. Because, no power supply means no water supply, no AC, no fan.

Bangladesh is in a tropical reason. Here we get plenty of sunlight to use. In Nepal (which is north side of Bangladesh) use sunlight in broad level. I have seen every Hotel has sunlight using system on their roof. Even in the street lap they are using sunlight power to generate electricity. Why can’t we do it? People will love to use it; this means they have to spend some money first to install the solar system. Then no need to pay electricity bill! Specially where we don’t have any facility of power supply, like Saint martins Island in Bangladesh. It’s a tourist place

Pension in Bangladesh after retirement

Bangladeshi’s like to do Government job, because then they will get pension after retirement. Otherwise it is difficult for a person to live in old age.

But what is the current situation? No one can get pension if they don’t give money to the offices. They had run to all over the Bangladesh where ever they had posted and did job. Get papers with money, but still they had to wait… and don’t know when they will get their very small amount of money of pension.

By dad is trying for his pension for 2 years. He was working in T&T (Bangladesh Telephone and Telegraph) board. Still didn’t get it.

Taking food with spoon

We Bangladeshi like to take food by hand, not using spoon. We mix different kind of food with rice by hand, that makes our food tastier. In office I always use spoons. But some Bangladeshi foods are a bit difficult for me to manage with spoon. Like chicken, mutton with big bone etc. I hope will be freer to handle those near future.

In another world

When I am in a meeting or in a presentation or reading something, sometimes I start thinking about something else and found myself suddenly in absent mind. In the mean time I miss what other person was talking. Sometimes I found it’s good to think on an important topic, sometimes, it is missing some one’s important topic.

Pimple on the face

Who likes to have pimple on the face, and doesn’t have any ever? I have heard generally in oily face pimples come. My face is dry but in summer it becomes oily if I am in high temperature area. Again, if weather changes, becomes dry, you will see dry skins are coming out for dryness. Don’t know how to manage it. Right now I have small pimples on my face, don’t know how to get rid of it.

Taking food

We take food for our body. When body needs food it let us know that he is hungry. When you take food regularly it became some kind of mental need. I know that every day at noon I take lunch. Now may be I have taken some snakes but still I am feeling hungry and looking for lunch!

A hijack story

A girl was standing over main road of Gulshan Avenue infront of ‘South East’ bank. This is a place where a road is joining with the Gulshan Avenue. Traffic police and Sergeant both were available. She was looking for a cng auto rickshaw or black cab. But for long time couldn’t found any. Then she an auto rickshaw coming, that stopped before reaching her places. 3 boys get down and paid. Then the auto was coming to her slowly. In the mean time those boys come to her place walking and talk with a guy who was standing on the grass beside the footpath of the girl. Then they go away. That cng auto rickshaw came to her and said he doesn’t know the place where she wants to go but he agree to take her and with condition that she will pay more whatever comes from the rating miter. She agree to give 10tk extra. She sat and cng start going with the bypass road and stopped in front of a small pan-biri shop, driver said to the girl that he needs to take water to drink. He goes down and drink water, on that time a traffic police was also taking cigarette. Again cng start going and when it was in front of Serenia building it stopped again and driver was claiming that auto is showing some problem, again he take an start and stopped. In the mean time he was scolding the auto by saying “tor mayre chudi”. Suddenly a man holds mouth and nose of the girl with a piece of cloth. She was fighting to take some breath while that guy pushes her inside and take a sit. Another 2 guy get inside. One sit on the girl, another sit beside her. They start biting on her head and were telling not to move and scream. If she made noise they will kill her with knife and pistol. Girl stops moving, they hold her tightly and take her inside Gulshan between 1 and 2 and were driving in several roads. Boyes take all money, cell phone, cables (cell phone and mp3) and jewelries and put ointment in her eyes before they left her on a road of Gulshan 2.

How helpless we are

In this world, we are very helpless. You won’t understand it, unless you fall in any trouble. Then you will see you can’t do anything but can only see how bad people doing their work…