Low blood pressure

My sister Sonia, who is an honorary doctor in Dhaka Medical College has advised me to check my pressure daily, if it some how it become high then immediately I have to go to the doctor.

Today I was feeling so bad, I couldn’t take breath. I was taking air but feeling there is no oxygen. I was too week to move. I made some saline by sugar, salt and water and took. After taking 3 glasses, I feel better.

Later on when I check my blood pressure, I found it is 110 and 75. May be when I was feeling sick, it was too low.

Life is full of compromises

Life is full of compromises or some times with some sacrifices. I don’t live alone. I had to adjust with my family members, in-law family members, office colleagues, others. I don’t want to have any bad relation with any of them. And it’s also true; I don’t like their 100% of their attitude, decisions, and manners. So I just ignore or over look whatever they do. But some times I loose my tolerance that time may be I shout few strong words which I generally don’t. But I don’t like to do this attitude. But my patient has some limits, no matter how much I accept things…. People break my patient limit.

Still Dhaka’s air is polluted too much

I didn’t test it or I don’t know how to test, whatever I had felt from my personal experience I like to share that.

Coz of health condition I stay at home most of the days. After a long time yesterday I went out to some personal work with my father. We took a CNG auto and after few minutes I start feeling that my eyes are burning. I tried to keep looking down on the road that polluted air may not attack my eyes directly. Special when a motor cycle standing beside our auto I were facing more problem. Once I feel something put on my eyes, I tried to clear my eyes with my finger and I found it is something like black sand.

People who go outside daily may take it as a daily problem like others, but I think we should try to make this air environment better.

Returning gifts

I love to have gifts, but there are some people who give me gifts very few times (maybe once on my birthday) in a year. Anyway, I can expect but cannot ask anyone to give me a gift. For me, gifts are priceless. I never look at how expensive it is or if it is useful for me or not. I just like that the person cares enough to give me something as a gift. I never give my gift to another person or think of returning it.

But all are not the same. Some people always check how expensive the gift is. Some are worse than that. If they feel any bad feelings toward me, they just return my gift. I think I shouldn’t give gifts to these people anymore because I don’t like to take them back.

Organic gardening

This is what we need in Bangladesh desperately. We are now eating lots of chemicals and poisonous things with vegetable and grains. Thing is if you want to stay good you have to grow rice, vegetables in your own field and then process it to eat. My mom does gardening on the top of portico and baranda. She is following organic gardening process. Most of her tress is flowers. I wish she produce some vegetables which can supply us good healthy food.

Man’s love

In Bangladesh women’s sometimes says man’s love. Coz love is not same as woman’s do and may be not trust worthy like women’s love (that’s what women have thought). And I agree with it.

I have seen in my life and my known people life. After some period, women’s love became one sided. They don’t get any return from man. I don’t know what exactly happened over here. May be man feels bore, or they just want to make woman love and after succeed they lost their feeling.

I have seen husbands who love their wife. But when their family especially mother (or sis, or bro or dad) or any other relative makes any bad comment on all of their love gone. After married they don’t want to do anything or any plan to make their wife happy. If any other person from their family says to (or to give permission) to do anything for her then he does. No matter what her health condition is, unless she work hard for his family he or his family don’t like her. They want her to earn money for them and also give physical strength to make them happy. In return they will say some nice word to make her feel good to do more for them.

This love also depends of giving birth of a child. Let me give you some example. At home, after urine test I understand that I might be pregnant. My husband was very happy. We both then went “Medinova Diagnostic Center” to do ultra sono. On the way, my husband was very alert for the jerking of the road. Actually he was worried about the coming baby. Then we do test and the untra sono report said I had molar pregnancy! My husband gives me support to accept the terrible news. After returning home we brought some kitchen accessories as his mom asked. Then return home. On the way again we face some jerking and this time my husband were worried about the oil gallon, is it ok or not. He just stop concern about me coz I am not giving a healthy child. (Finally we got to know that ultra sono report was wrong, I am giving birth a healthy perfect baby).

Making trouble between husband and wife

I have seen this tendency to make bad relation between husband and wife in many people. Without any reason they like to make misunderstanding between a husband and wife. Specially the people, who are from groom’s family. They don’t want to see, their boy feeling love with their wife. They try to keep distance as much as possible. May be somehow that’s beneficiary for them.

Less payment

It’s very common in corporate business. Administration always wants to pay less as much as possible. In the personal negotiation if anyhow anybody asked less than the standard payment of the company, company get chance to pay that person less than others. And in long run those people have to always take less than others even when the increment and other facilities came.

I have to believe in my self

I know I have many good capabilities. But I never challenge this with anyone. I never thought I am the best in it. I always thing there are always possibilities to upgrade myself and there could be other who are better than me. But I don’t take any leading position by myself, coz I wanted to give chance to others. And most of the time I found, I were the better skilled person. But I never regret for this attitude. I took only those responsibilities which are given to me. May be I have to believe in myself little more, to give better service to other. I know I can do it.

Is solar system costly?

In Bangladesh all people are suffering less supply of power. All had to stay without power for hours every day. This is not tolerable in this hot and humid weather. So people are expending a lot of money to buy generation (different kind of like fuel, gas, automatic etc), ISP etc. Which is also grows more fuel and power consumption. But if people could use solar power then they only had to expend money for set up…..