Man’s love

In Bangladesh women’s sometimes says man’s love. Coz love is not same as woman’s do and may be not trust worthy like women’s love (that’s what women have thought). And I agree with it.

I have seen in my life and my known people life. After some period, women’s love became one sided. They don’t get any return from man. I don’t know what exactly happened over here. May be man feels bore, or they just want to make woman love and after succeed they lost their feeling.

I have seen husbands who love their wife. But when their family especially mother (or sis, or bro or dad) or any other relative makes any bad comment on all of their love gone. After married they don’t want to do anything or any plan to make their wife happy. If any other person from their family says to (or to give permission) to do anything for her then he does. No matter what her health condition is, unless she work hard for his family he or his family don’t like her. They want her to earn money for them and also give physical strength to make them happy. In return they will say some nice word to make her feel good to do more for them.

This love also depends of giving birth of a child. Let me give you some example. At home, after urine test I understand that I might be pregnant. My husband was very happy. We both then went “Medinova Diagnostic Center” to do ultra sono. On the way, my husband was very alert for the jerking of the road. Actually he was worried about the coming baby. Then we do test and the untra sono report said I had molar pregnancy! My husband gives me support to accept the terrible news. After returning home we brought some kitchen accessories as his mom asked. Then return home. On the way again we face some jerking and this time my husband were worried about the oil gallon, is it ok or not. He just stop concern about me coz I am not giving a healthy child. (Finally we got to know that ultra sono report was wrong, I am giving birth a healthy perfect baby).

Making trouble between husband and wife

I have seen this tendency to make bad relation between husband and wife in many people. Without any reason they like to make misunderstanding between a husband and wife. Specially the people, who are from groom’s family. They don’t want to see, their boy feeling love with their wife. They try to keep distance as much as possible. May be somehow that’s beneficiary for them.

Less payment

It’s very common in corporate business. Administration always wants to pay less as much as possible. In the personal negotiation if anyhow anybody asked less than the standard payment of the company, company get chance to pay that person less than others. And in long run those people have to always take less than others even when the increment and other facilities came.

I have to believe in my self

I know I have many good capabilities. But I never challenge this with anyone. I never thought I am the best in it. I always thing there are always possibilities to upgrade myself and there could be other who are better than me. But I don’t take any leading position by myself, coz I wanted to give chance to others. And most of the time I found, I were the better skilled person. But I never regret for this attitude. I took only those responsibilities which are given to me. May be I have to believe in myself little more, to give better service to other. I know I can do it.

Is solar system costly?

In Bangladesh all people are suffering less supply of power. All had to stay without power for hours every day. This is not tolerable in this hot and humid weather. So people are expending a lot of money to buy generation (different kind of like fuel, gas, automatic etc), ISP etc. Which is also grows more fuel and power consumption. But if people could use solar power then they only had to expend money for set up…..

Broken cab in road

In Bangladesh most of the black cabs are Maruti Suzuki. It seems very light and little cheap. But after few months we all saw the terrible condition of these cars. Most of them ( I didn’t see any good one) are broken, glass can’t be up and down, broken door lock, missing parts, poor body condition etc. I thought these cars are not good. They can’t stay good condition.

In Kathmandu, Nepal again we see cabs which are also Maruti Suzuki. But they are all in good condition. Now I think it’s actually drivers and car owner’s responsibility to drive safe and keep the car in good maintenance. But here they don’t care, that’s why same car in poor condition.

Can’t tolerate pain anymore

I am taking rest at home coz of sickness. But sometimes pain increase too much that I can’t tolerate any more. I wish I could sleep 24 hours so that I don’t have to feel this pain. That’s not possible. Generally pain increase at day time. So I had to stay in bed sometimes sleeping, sometimes watching TV to forget pain. But my surroundings are not happy with that. They might thinking that I shouldn’t take rest in bed this way but should move or do work. But if this wasn’t impossible for me, I wouldn’t have take leave from office and wouldn’t admit in clinic 2 times. The only thing I am doing is ignoring their attitude. Leaving happy as much as possible.

Can you do a favor for me?

Generally whenever I stay in front of computer, I tried to stay on messenger. That brings me both good and bad impression. For example of a bad thing is every now and then some unknown person knocking me. It’s difficult to communicate with everyone always. That’s why I found a filter option…..

Whenever anyone knock me I asked them “Can you do a favor for me ?”. IF they say, yes (If you like to chat with me like friend then should be able to help me like a friend) then request them “Please visit http://shahanaus.blogspot.com and click on any Google ad”. If they agree then I continue chatting or just ignore them.

When you can’t move your hand

People feel good, when anyone do any work for them. But If you are incapable to do any work, and you had to take help that’s really very poor feeling. Due to my pregnancy I am facing several problems. Like my fingers becoming sense less. I can’t do much work with hands. Otherwise it starts paining. So I had to take all’s help to do work for me. Like cooking and other things. And this is really not enjoyable.

Sleeping problem at night

I always liked day time sleeping. But due to job it became impossible. Now taking rest according to doctor’s suggestion. Most of the times I had to stay in bed at day time coz of sickness. That’s makes I fall in sleep at day sometimes…. Which might causes no sleep at night. Then it’s difficult is pass time at night. Sometimes I read book, sometimes watch TV, sometimes check mails and write blog. Cozes at day were not feeling good to sit in front of computer.