Saturday, September 15, 2012

The worst Eid that I ever had

Shafeen is eating food by himself


This year, I passed the worst Eid ul Fitre ever. Two days before Eid, I suddenly fell sick. And I was terribly sick for 1 week. I didn’t have the strength to wake up. If I was the only person to care, then I might not try to get up my head from bed. But I have a little kid. I just somehow managed to wake up and feed him. For one week, I couldn’t take a bath, nor could I give a bath to my son. Even on Eid day, I couldn’t do anything. I only somehow make myself change my son’s dress. The only celebration I could give my son is wearing a new dress.

My mom and sister gave me food. Which I share with my son; this way, somehow, I survived. Nobody communicates with me to provide me with Eid greetings. People who always claim that they love my son, wanted to see him, didn’t care even to talk with him, not to just say him “Eid Mubarak”. They enjoy their Eid with good food, and they celebrate with their relatives. Nobody cared about how my son was passing his Eid with a sick mother, what he was eating, or whether he went out on that very special day or not. Nobody. No phone call or no message and obviously no visiting.

One thing I realized in that week, only because of my son, my heart started beating again (it was stopped during the delivery of my son). Because, except me, nobody is there to think about my son, whether he is alive or not.

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its responsibility is yours coz u keep away your son form other, people guess u dont like being caring for your son, you can just give blame but nothing..... cant realize what are u doing... what is your fault.

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Shahana Shafiuddin said...

If you have so bad thinking about us, then please stay away from us. and don't need claim that you love us.