When a woman sits beside a man.

 I can not walk very controlled, so I won't touch anyone. I know most people do like that. It should be. But I have a big body, and sometimes, I can't measure how much space my body will take. Or when I move, I can't measure if there is anyone around who might get touched.

Because of this problem, sometimes men get the wrong signals. They might think I am giving them a sign that I am interested in them.

Another thing I have noticed is that when I am with women around me, this doesn't happen. I sit in a bus, train, or streetcar with women without any fear of getting touched, but I don't touch them. But when I sit beside a male, I don't know why, no matter how hard I try to squeeze myself in a corner, we get touched, in most cases.

What's happening here?

Interesting changes around me

 Before I entered in teenage, I found, males from all age groups, races, professions, places (Office, street, mall, etc.), social statuses, relations (Unknown, professor, colleague, etc.), physical features, financial status showed interest in me for different reasons. I am not saying all males did; I am saying males who showed interest somehow, were from different statuses.

Then at some age, I started feeling pain in my body. I became slower and started taking rest in between work. I started gaining weight. When I became plus size, I found something different happening around me. Mostly Black people are showing interest. Probably Black people like bigger bums and breasts.

I continue gaining extra weight. Now a day, big and overweight people are showing more interest than any other. Maybe they found someone similar to them.

Life is interesting. Even just watching my situation.

Maybe someday only aged people will show interest in me. ;)