Duty for me

I make plan and to do list in my mind. Also have some daily routine. problem is, my heart always wants to break those… if i don’t follow those routine, i always found myself in trouble/mess. Then again promise to myself, enough! Follow your routine. Its really make my all schedule running well. But my heart again says, break it!!

get rid of pain

the thing i always want is to get rid of pain and live a happy life. i always try to face every problem. what about persons? when i found any person who is giving me pain, try to get rid of that person. i don't like fighting....

No mercy

Today one thing I realize very nicely, others won't hesitate to snap when they're handled incorrectly.

I am impressed

Generally i keep contact with my friends or known person by calling and wishing them in eid and birthday. But very few people call me in occasions. Today i found one of them. Who remembered my birthday and wish me in advance. Thanks, i am really impressed.

I am just sitting and everything running on its own way.

Generally i do everything by planning. Other wise i mess up my tight schedule. Some times i want to mess up everything, then again give double time to make it ok. Now i am feeling i am sitting and working in my own way; time and other things are passing me in their own way. I am just watching and some times feel sorrow, some time enjoy….

welcome suggestions

How many suggestions can you expect? Or how much suggestion can you give to any person? Every where has limitations? No where unlimited things are accepted.

i am not selfish

how much you want from your friends? how much time do you expect from them? well, i am not selfish. everybody should have their own life, where they will give their own time.... friends are not everything. they will there when they are needed.

lunch

I am trying to loose my weight, so generally don't take anything in between breakfast and lunch. I take my break fast at 6.30am, then lunch at 1pm. so you can understand when i start taking lunch, how hungry i could be. So if the food isn't too bad, it seems that this food came from heaven. Today i took rice, bean, chicken and tomato. Oh i love to take lunch :)

when things clear

I got a message and couldn't understand. I'm not getting anything from that message. I'm thinking, thinking, and thinking. I didn’t feel good for some time. Again, read the message and understand it 100%. Oh, that’s a very simple thing. It was just an answer to one of my previous queries. Oh, now feeling good :)

my missing point

I am playing, playing with me for myself. Stop expecting anything from anyone. If i get anything from anyone, enjoying it, no matter how small/poor it is. Start loving all.
These makes I feel better.
When i let everyone go, that makes my mind stop waiting for anyone.
When i don't expect anything from anyone, make me relief when i don't get anything.
But now i found one thing i missed. May be i don't expect anything, but people some times give me bad feelings. What should i do with that? Just accept? React? Escape? What? What will make me feel good and will be good for me?
In polite and logical way i will try solve it. If fail then will accept whatever happen.