Sometimes, people can't tell you the brutal truth directly. They took different topics and gave a little hint of the actual matter. You will sense that they are actually saying something else when they are talking.
I heard someone was giving me hope, but the way they said it, I could feel they might suspect I would fail. It hurts, but I want to try again, as always, and prepare to accept whatever the outcome is.
I am praying to Allah. If things are good for me, let them come to me; if not, please keep them away.
