Difficult to prove.

 It's difficult for a real person to prove themselves. That's why lie wins. Because they simply lie and create their own fabricated evidence.

Taking the hints

 

Sometimes, people can't tell you the brutal truth directly. They took different topics and gave a little hint of the actual matter. You will sense that they are actually saying something else when they are talking.

I heard someone was giving me hope, but the way they said it, I could feel they might suspect I would fail. It hurts, but I want to try again, as always, and prepare to accept whatever the outcome is.

I am praying to Allah. If things are good for me, let them come to me; if not, please keep them away.

The history of hunting will always glorify the hunters.

"Until the lion has their historians, the history of hunting will always glorify the hunters." 

Some people say history will bring out the truth. Or, someday, the truth will come in front of you. Do they always? 

The truth or telling you a story from every angle of the incident totally depends on the historian. When a movie comes, it always gives a message and influences the audience. The movie maker has the credit to do that to the viewers. No matter how much they try, a general person will be influenced, more or less. It could be from a book, history, passerby, or someone they admire. When a predator writes history, they will obviously glorify the hunters. It could happen with animals, humans, or nature. It could be by written documents or a reel. You never know how it is influencing you. This influence works more for those who have no idea about the matter. So, whatever they first hear, influences them more.

Happiest moments

If I look back, the happiest moments I had, was my misunderstanding. I thought something happened, became very happy, then after a while, the truth came in front of me, I understood, it was something else. Maybe things were not true, but my happiness was real! Why would I ignore it?

না বুঝেই খুশি হয়ে যাই (Became happy without knowing the truth)

[English version has given below]

কাউকে যখন আপনি ১/২ বছর ধরে জানেন, তখন এটা খুব স্বাভাবিক যে আপনি বুঝতে পারেন, তাকে কিভাবে খুশি করতে হবে। আর সে যদি বোকাসোকা / সহজ সরল হয়, তো আরো সহজে বোঝা যায় কিভাবে কি করলে খুশি হবে/ মন ভালো হবে।

আমার কথাই ধরুন, বেড়াতে যাবার কথা বললেই লাফাতে থাকি। একবারও ভেবে দেখিনা, কত খরচ পড়বে, কার সাথে যাচ্ছি, যে বলল, সে কি ভদ্রতা করে বলল, না কি আসলেই নিতে চাইছে সাথে।

আজও একজনের কাছে শুনলাম নৌ ভ্রমনের কথা। আল্লাহ জানেন আসলেই হবে কি না হবে। কিন্তু আমার মুখের বত্রিশ দাত বের হয়ে গেছে, এই খবর শুনেই। বুঝিনা সবাই কি আমার সাথে ফান করে? করুক, এক মুহুর্তের জন্য তো ভালো লেগেছে। তাই বা কম কি?

[০৬ ই ডিসেম্বর, ২০০৬]

When you know a person for 1 or 2 years, probably you know how to make this person happy. If that person is little stupid or easy going then that it will be easier to understand, how to bring smile on their face.

Like me, if anyone offer or just mention about any travel plan, my heart start jumping. I don't think about the cost, with which I am going, is just for saying or not, is that person really wants me to go....

Today I just heard about a river cruise. Allah knows will it happen or not. But I couldn't stop my happy feelings by just hearing the news.

I really don't know do people make fun with me because I am so stupid? Let them do, at least for one moment I felt happy and for me, its priceless...

[December 06, 2006]