Unless I need it

Generally I don’t take other’s favor, unless I need it desperately. But it’s true, if anyone does some thing for me, it’s really giving me very pleasure. And I know, in my mind I always like to have help from others.
And I help other, if I can. I do it as much possible, without making any harm for my self. Like when I reach at home, I feel very tired after giving 13/16 hours to office. But still I do work unless I feel that I don’t any energy to move.
In my holidays, my heart want to do a deep sleep at day time. But I don’t, I woke up in the morning and work at home till 1pm generally. Then take break till asar prayer.

But as usual, people never see what I do, they always scream what I didn’t do. Lets think as they wish. I will do for every one, though they thanks me or not. I know I am trying my best.

Dieting food

I tried to eat as little as possible, but the doctor suspects that it will create more problems in the stomach. I get afraid, so I increased taking food. It would have been better if I could get food whenever I feel hungry and could take a limited amount of food. However, this is a bit challenging in the office and with the in-law family...

Any kind of work

Generally I don’t hesitate to any kind of work. But my thoughts, doesn’t matches with others. My surrounded judges people with their work position. So, people are getting wrong impression. May be I should change my work style, no thoughts. My environment is changing me.

Some desperate people

Its good, when people are desperate to do anything. But it could also be a problem. It is some kind of trouble some, if you had to work with them. They think, they are always correct, so if you say about any missing. You are in trouble..

Not to care about sickness

As much as possible, this is what I am thinking now. I don’t want to feel sick and stay home and take whole day rest. Take other person’s help. I really don’t like it. Wish to get well 100%.
There is a proverb in Bangla “health is the main actor for happiness”. You can get everything, but if you are not in good health then you can’t enjoy anything.

Joining different communities

Generally, I am somewhat introverted. Don’t share my feelings and thoughts with others. I have started writing a blog without showing it to anyone.
Nowadays, I am trying to come out of the situation. Start adding the blog address in various places. Trying to continue blogging regularly. Start discussing multiple issues with others. Let's see when I can change a bit…

Life runs, stops and again runs….

I am trying to keep the flow of my life by running and enjoying every bit of it. But then suddenly something comes and stops me. Again adjusting with the mindset and again I start running… “I have to go so far before I fall asleep”

How could you hurt me?

When people show love, care and respect to me, obviously that makes a soft corner in my mind for that person.
And again if that person gets angry for any issue, i found just opposite nature of that person. I really don’t understand, if you love me, how could you hurt me?

Teasing

When i was a child i had to fight with boy’s coz of their teasing. I don’t like boys from that time… i know it’s not a big deal, if you can take it easy. If you don’t like it just ignore it. But it hurts.

Recently i found in some countries people do teasing frequently and that’s in their life style. Whenever they found some one new, especially if that person came from different country then they make bad comments beside him/her. And they enjoy it.

Here again, i don’t like it. Though i had to live with it….

Difficulties in buffet

If you go to a restaurant to take lunch or dinner buffet, that is some times little trouble some. They have lots of item to choose. If you take most of them in small amount to taste that will be huge to finish finally. So I always feel after buffet lunch, oh I have eaten too much today…..