I am scared to pray for anything. I keep trying to achieve it, and after considerable struggle, I get it. But the more I get closure of that thing, the more I see its opposing sides. When I achieved it by then, I became tired of asking and trying. I gave more to have it. The thing becomes valued less and even more, sometimes I felt it is the wrong thing for me. I better not have it.
I am scared to pray for anything. I just pray that whatever is good for me should come. Please, Allah, save me from all negativity. I am tired. I don't know what is suitable for me or not.
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