It's really very difficult to stay in the present time and satisfy whatever you can do and already have in your life. I am grateful for so many things that have happened and are happening in my life. Still, I want to do so many things, and I want to achieve so many.
If I fail to do what I want or don't achieve what I want, my self-esteem goes down. It's challenging for me to cheer myself up and motivate myself to enjoy myself in the present time. I failed very rarely in my life, and that makes my expectations too high. Now I can't make myself to ready to fail several times, it's ok. Life doesn't get stuck in one failure. I know everything, but still, any negativity makes me paralyzed. I literally can't work then. I had to rest, motivate my mind, and slowly and gradually hold myself again.
I hope I will learn to fail and smile, shake off all negativity and live all by myself without caring about who is with me or not. I am trying. Someday, I will learn.
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