Headache

Shafeen has drawn this picture.

Headache is my old enemy, my biggest enemy. It makes me slowdown, non-productive and mostly gives me tremendous pain that I can’t tolerate. Sometimes it makes me puke. So, whenever I feel that my headache is going to increase, I take pain killer then try to sleep a bit etc. But life isn’t that easy, I have plenty of works to do, so now a day after taking pain killer, I keep working, but slowly. It helps to tolerate my pain while I am working. Why am I saying this today? Because I am writing this with my headache.

মাথা ব্যাথা (Headache : mostly you need good health)

ছোট বেলায় আম্মা এক লোকের গল্প বলেছিলেন। তখন ব্রিটিশ আমল। ঐ লোক পড়াশুনায় খুব ভালো ছিলেন। পড়তে পড়তেই মোটা বেতনের চাকরি পেয়েছিলেন। কিন্তু হঠাৎ কি একটা অসুখে উনি বিছানায় পড়ে যান। তার চাকরি, পড়াশুনা সব বন্ধ হয়ে যায়। উনি নাকি বলতেন টাকা, বুদ্ধি এসব দরকারি, কিন্তু সবচেয়ে দরকারি হলো স্বাস্থ্য। না হলে কিছুই তুমি ভোগ করতে পারবেনা। কিছুদিন আগে প্রচন্ড মাথা ব্যাথা হলে কথাটা আবার মনে পড়ে গেলো। একগাদা অসুধ খেয়ে ঘুমিয়ে থেকেছি শুধু ব্যাথা ভুলে থাকার জন্য।

[৩১ শে জানুয়ারি, ২০০৬ রাত ৩:০৬]


In my childhood my mom use to tell us a story about a person. That was British era. That person was very good in study. While studying he got a very good job with high salary. But suddenly he fall in sick, that he couldn't move from the bed. He lost everything, like job, study etc. Then the man use to say, you need money, brain everything, but mostly you need good health. Otherwise you can't enjoy anything.

Few days back I had terrible headache and only to get recover I took lots of medicine and keep sleeping.

My mind is making me sick

Shafeen (my 4 years old son) took this picture.

Some people have very good control on their mind. No matter how difficulty they face in their mind, physically they stay fit. And I am not that kind of person. If my body somehow gets infected, it takes down my mind too. And whenever I felt depressed, it strongly effect on my body. Mainly my headache started. Then the only one duty remains for me, how to stop my headache (because when it increases it felt my head is going to bust out, I start vomiting, and can’t resist the pain).  So, I try to sleep, if not succeed to stop the headache then take napa (paracetamol), it that don’t work too, then finally had to take clofenac and relaxation. This way generally problem solves. But this time it’s not working, may be I couldn’t give myself enough rest. I wish that I know how to get rid of this pain.

Today I was feeling little better, then suddenly a phone call came and I have got an invitation to go to a place at Saturday, and again headache starts. So, I had to say myself, don’t worry, you won’t go there. My brain liked that, now I am feeling good from headache. 

Why Headache?

From very childhood I am facing problem for headache. My mom said, I have sinus problem that’s why facing problem like this. Then she suspect I have problem with my eyes, so have problem of headache. Finally get to know I have migraine. I guess I have problem in my eyes too… have to go to a eye specialist. Do you know anyone?

Now at night I had to cover my head with warm cloth then had to go for sleep. And regularly I am taking lemon juice to have vitamin C to prevent cold. Lemon juice is working fine. Staying better in cold weather. But still if I get angry or sad again headache comes…..

headache

in my previous office, my office colleagues were surprised, coz in a year i didn’t take 1 day leave. they were telling, at least one day u should be in sick.. i just remember that today. coz today i am feeling serious headache. don’t know how i will manage all work and meetings.. lets see.. lets try.