Questions

 There are/were a few people with whom I stopped talking or never spoke. But I had so many questions in my mind. Which I could never ask. Because they died.

If you have any questions in your mind, I think you should ask. Sometimes direct questions minimize a lot of misunderstanding or make things very clear. No need to worry about what will happen. What's worse can happen, you guys have already stopped talking with each other.

I may ask someday. Or not.

I can like anyone, right?

For me, loving someone and liking someone have huge difference. I can like anything or anyone. But love means something big for me. When you love someone, you can do or go anywhere to achieve or just to stay with them or sometimes just to make them happy. Liking won't let you go that far.

I am married, and I have a son. Still I am talking about it, because I felt many people misunderstands me. I like many people as a friend, as a human, as a teacher, as a colleague or just passerby. I am good with everyone. I help everyone as much as possible. But sometimes, this attitude create misunderstanding. People started believing that I love them. I don't know what to do with it.

When I was in the university, one of my friend told me, I should have feel proud and enjoy these situations. Let them think like that. I am not losing anything.

Well I tried, but I never felt good about it. Be my friend, I need you. Just don't take anything too far, that I can't reach it.