Friends

I don't have friends. I don't know how to make friends. I don't know how to keep friends. I don't know how friends come and stay in life. I never had a friend. Yes, it's true. When I was in university. I asked 2 girls to be my friend. I always asked them to stick together until we completed our master's exam. And we did. Allah knows how hard I always work to keep us together. After the master's exam, I stopped. Enough is enough. If they stay with me, that's fine. If they don't, then I won't stop them. One left when I first got a job. After long years, another left because someone said I was not good. Fine. Stay happy.

All can't be wrong. There must be something wrong with me. I may not be good enough to be a friend. Well, I am not good at anything. Just get a life by Allah and expand it. As a human I have feelings. And I don't want to bother others for that. If anyone comes to me by themselves, I feel happy, I enjoy, try to make them happy too till they left.