Thursday, December 27, 2018

Food in school in Canada

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All restaurant in Canada maintain a very common rule, that any food cannot be stay in room temperature for more than 2 hours. When 2 hours passes, we assume that the food has been expired. Because by these 2 hours viruses increases their amount which can be very hazard’s for human body.

This is not only for restaurant, at home we should also take very good care of this. Now my question is what about in school. We do not have any canteen in our schools that students can buy fresh food. All food they bring is from home, which is made 3 or more that 3 hours ago. So, I can see these foods are not safe for anyone. But we are providing it for kids. So, we are maintaining food safety in restaurant, sometimes at home, but school.

To solve this problem, every school can open a small canteen where safe food will be provided. Or they can ask any restaurant to open a small food corner to sever fresh food. The students who wants fresh food can buy from them. If canteen isn’t possible then parent can order online to serve in time at school. We have many delivery organizations who can easily deliver them from any restaurant from where parents have been pre-ordered and paid.

Wednesday, December 26, 2018

Good work is a sin

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I could never think about it, that one day my good work will be my enemy. Whatever I do, I try to do it well and gradually try to improve it. I try to learn from others and from books or from any instruction or tutorial. I don’t like to waste time. So, if I am in my work place. I just keep working. If there is no major task, I concentrate on other small details where it could be improving, which are not very important. And then also spend time on cleaning. So, finally when I work, not only my work finishes well but others too. Because I help to organize their one too.

Now this great quality became my enemy. People who work around me, started scaring of me. They used to say, “If she works then we all will get fired”. They make lot of planning and plotting to make me down. Like no matter who make mistakes, all will be put on me. Always keep complaining about me. Don’t’ let me do any big work, so that management will know that I know all very well etc.

This is happened all places I worked. So, clearly, problem is me. People can’t see me go upward, or even don’t want to let me learn. Their insecurity is killing me. I don’t know how to stop it. Because no matter what, I don’t want to hurt them. That’s me. I know, I am too good for this country.

Saturday, December 22, 2018

Taking decisions

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Once upon a time, I use to think that 90% of my decision are correct. maybe it worked on those days. Now a day, I am thinking that 90% of my decisions are wrong.

I take decision in two ways, First, when I think about any matter, I try to think on both sides first, pros and cons. Then which side has more pros I pick that one. Mostly I take decisions in this way.

The other way is depending on my anger. When I became so angry on anything, I took some decision to make it feel better. Trust me, I never thought to harm anyone. In this way it takes only one second to decide on something. Very few times I took decision in this way.

No matter how I take my decisions, I always try to stick with it. Because whenever I have changed my decision, at the end I found, my first decision was right.

The strange part what I found is most of my decisions which I have took in anger, was correct!

Monday, December 3, 2018


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Networking is very common word in Canada. Specially if you are looking for a job, people who are ready to help you professionally will ask you to grow networking. Which means you must make communication with the people who can give you a good job. In general, this is a very simple and good way to get a job. But is it? Really?

That means you don’t have to make your skill good, no need any other qualification, dedication of your work, honesty. Trust me you really don’t need anything, if you have good networking quality. Just use your big mouth, show little smartness in attitude that’s it. Networking can give you any job you want.

Then what will happen to the company, who is recruiting you? No body cares, if they can’t run, they will stop their work. By this time, you will earn enough and get good experience certificate. Unless you get another job, your insurance will pay you.

No wonder Canada’s economy is behind other 1st world countries.

Monday, November 26, 2018

What people just say but never mean it

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Sometimes people say things that they don’t mean. Everybody understands that they said it just to say something, or like greetings, or to just make the environment easy and to feel good.

But I’m too stupid. I always believe all words that other say to me. Several times I put myself in awkward position because of this attitude. Generally, whatever I say, I mean it. So, when others say, by default I take them as man or word. Or in my mind I want to believe them. So, unconsciously I trust all and their words.

Let me give you some real example of words, you can easily identify that these are all just what people say...

  1. Please visit our house.
  2. Take meal with us.
  3. Please stay longer with us.
  4. I will return your money.
  5. You will be getting paid, whenever I will have some money
  6. I will send your money to your home.
  7. I love you.
  8. I trust you.
  9. I will never let you down.
  10. I will increase your working hours.
  11. You are too good.
  12. I am your friend.
  13. I will promote you.

There are more. Anyway, all of them was for me. And in time they all proved wrong. It’s not other’s fault. It’s my fault that I trust people so easily and then get hurt. Good point is I am becoming use to of it. So, whenever I found anyone, who isn’t keeping their words. I say to myself, oh, its natural human nature. Nothing to bother about it.

Monday, October 29, 2018

Pending tasks

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I always thought, if I keep working and make good use of my time, one day I will be able to finish all my pending job. Sometimes I made a list for my to do. And it always surprises me when I look at the list after a long time. I found there were lots of planning to do, which I couldn’t do. Let me give you an example, when I was a programmer, I had to plan to learn Visual Basic and make a software with it. But I never start working on these and then it goes under other new plan of tasks. Now there is no meaning to work on that and more over I don’t have time for it.

I am not slow, and I don’t waste much time. Then where am I going wrong? Or may be life is giving me too much things to solve and I must keep busy with new issues on every single day. If somehow, I miss to complete anything, it becomes never solve issue.

Sometimes I wish to have someone with me, who will work with me to solve my unsolved works.

Monday, October 22, 2018


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Headache is my old enemy, my biggest enemy. It makes me slowdown, non-productive and mostly gives me tremendous pain that I can’t tolerate. Sometimes it makes me puke. So, whenever I feel that my headache is going to increase, I take pain killer then try to sleep a bit etc. But life isn’t that easy, I have plenty of works to do, so now a day after taking pain killer, I keep working, but slowly. It helps to tolerate my pain while I am working. Why am I saying this today? Because I am writing this with my headache.

Tuesday, September 11, 2018


Shafeen's art

Today my 9 years old son send me a big text message. Just for fun. I surprise that he wrote a story, kind of, with his feelings and current situation. He got cold now. So, couldn’t go to school and taking rest at home. So, he is missing his school and he wrote about that. I didn’t know that my son can write that well. I asked him to write something for me that I will post in his Facebook page. I want to share his writing. I am sure everybody will like it.

Monday, July 23, 2018

My patient levels

My patient level is very high. Yes, it is. And everyday in every situation, it is growing higher. But still, it has limitations too. I have accepted that my work isn’t going to appreciated by any one. I don’t say anything to those who bullies me. I am just surviving without claiming any help. I am living without growing up my status for long time. But I do not want to go down. Wherever I am, at least I want to stay on it. If you push me down, I must find something better or similar, and move on.

Tuesday, July 10, 2018


Its difficult to find the correct rules for anything. Like driving, immigration etc. There is a rule book off course, but there are also many hidden rules out there. Only professionals know most of them. If you don’t know, you will be failed.